How did my dad acquire that shirt for me?
Way back, my undisciplined, poorly channeled energies through ordinary actions of drawing led to my parents conclusion: I was set to be an artist in life.
From Brooklyn to Jersey, my family and relatives perceived me as a budding “commercial artist.” Case-closed.
However besides standard art classes in public school, I received no extracurricular formal instruction and I was left to myself most of the time.
There was no question or alternative: I had to draw. Drawing was the only creative avenue readily available to me. I could do it quietly — an activity that would best suit my energy in the chaotic, sensitive family home.
Looking back — all the “art” I produced when I was very young (beyond earliest baby/toddler scribbling ) was so awfully flawed, in both spirit and execution owing to my life environments. Art became part of the tween/teen public school — summer camp — social survival mechanism. This was the other dirty end of the spectrum compared to my family’s wide-arcing, long ball perceptions.
“You are going to be a commercial artist when you grow up.”
I would find few people who shared an interest in continuing creativity. An important friend and inspiration was Paul Komoda, who lived a few miles away. He was then and continues today to be a particular talent.
My family relocated at several key periods in the 70s and 80s. Each time I experienced the uncomfortable reset amidst a new location/school/social situation. In each new place, eventually it became apparent I was the “artistic” type. The old stale practices, such as drawing pictures for people and crap like that would inevitably be employed and this behavior would grip me until the last of my public school, summer camp and high school years.
The “Commercial Artist” tag/mythology? That would remain active until I entered college, studying at the School of Visual Arts in New York.
Aside from said social pressures and external influences, I had powerful elements and personal favorites that entertained me such as MAD magazine ( Don Martin, Al Jaffe ) and Heavy Metal; I was crazy over Trosley’s style, an artist from CARtoons magazine. I had a subscription to Omni magazine and liked a lot of the “futuristic” styles of the illustration.
I accrued a library of books that people had given me because I was — of course — an artist. I still have most of those books. Al Hirschfeld, Sidney Smith’s “The Gumps” and a book on Escher were my go-to favorites. Books on Moiré patterns, all kinds of Dover clip art books. I became really fascinated with Tintin.
Toward the end of high school I became interested in fine art. In 1983 I saw the Cubist retrospective at the Tate Gallery in London and by the way that was a mind-blowing experience.
I attended the School of Visual Arts in New York City. I was encouraged to go there, influenced by Florian Bachleda, who’d graduated from my high school the year before and had been accepted to SVA. Florian has gone on the be the Creative Director at Fast Company.
Let me begin with this: College, for me, was not entirely the liberating period of growth experienced by some who attend institutions far from their homes, residing in dorms, immersed in a totally new experience.
I took the bus to school, the commuter bus. Large drawings on Canson paper, painting, what have you, I had to schlep it on the bus. I still resided at home, an environment that never quite facilitated my level of…intensity. The same blaring TV and chaos levels.
The main take-away from the college years was my experiencing the cartooning program, studying with masters in the field and meeting those certain people who would become friends and remain creative associates well into the future.